And my number one issue with ‘girlfriends’ is that once they get a boyfriend, no one else matters. Aint even mad at cha, do your thing. Just dont ask me why Im on some new shit cause once you push a good friend to the side, she will notice. Cause honestly, ive had boo thangs before and still tried to balance my shit out. Yea its hard but minds should be set.. your girls will always be your girl.. but shit changes after awhile.

It was nice becoming so close to ya cause we had class together in the morning but what disappoints me the most is for you to turn your back on me. Im not just ‘someone’ that sits in the back for you to talk to when your not cool w/ your main girl. I refuse that shit and you know that too. Like I’ve said, fake bitches get fake love. I was just looking out for you, I sat front row this whole year to watch your friendship on good terms till it crashed. And its funny how you know shes a bitch, you told me she talks hella shit, youve told me shes used you.. all that shit and what happens at the end? Funny cause I didnt really care that you guys were friends again, it was just the fact that once you guys became friends you acted like I was never there. And on top of it you knew I was irritated and you guys were talking about how I was mad.. I mean I only sit a couple seats away.. you act like I dont hear you whisper and that bitch looking at me.  2 more fucken days, I wish i wake up in a good mood cause its been 9 months and its about time someone slaps that girl.

It was nice meeting ya, I wish you the best cause you deserve it

..all you did to me was kill my gas tank and made me serve drinks all week long. I really wished I was able to have had a sick ass week but I guess the break off school was good enough. The beach day wasnt a complete fail though, I had fun even though it was too windy. All these catch up dates are really fun. Ive missed everyone so much you dont even understand. Late night texts really hit the spots too. And oh, did I ever tell you guys how much I love opening shifts? Cutting fruits with some peace and quiet really hits the spot haha. Last day of spring break was spent well. Hung out with vivalavivz, took a bunch of pictures. Went to eastridge to take photo booth pictures and watched BDL play @creek. Then hung out at tapioca. Good vibes, good talks and great smiles.

blahblahjaamie:

Number 1 :
The bestfriend who you’re so close too. You see them at least twice a week or more. You guys talk alot and catch up on everything.

Number 2 :
The type of friendship where you two don’t talk as much but deep down, you know that persons your bestfriend. Why? They understand you even if they barely see you.

(via gyllenhaalsgirl-deactivated2011)

(Source: ohhheybeautiful, via kaaarenpee)

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I swear, the more I try.. the more I fail. I’m trying to get all my shit together but there’s always something to knock me right back down. Its been one hell of a month. Been on that grind and trynna $tack em. It hasn’t even been 48 hours and my first paycheck is already blown and on top of it.. I have to spend a couple more bills for my dumb mistake. Where the hell am I going to get that shit.. If I did something bad or worth all this then I accept but please, karma…. stop following me around. Ive done did my time, leave me alone =(

Uhh, you would make me fill this way… Fuck it, fuck it, fuck it.. Fuck you.. Ill just be on my paper chase and if you come back I’ll still be saying fuck you fuck you fuck you..

……. don’t chase em, replace em.